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He didn't call me back and when I told him to delete my number he freaked. He told me to call him today after I got out of court and tell him how it went. So I did. We talked for like 6 mintues and he had to go. This is rediculous. I am so pissed that he treats me this bad but i can't walk away from it. Urg!
Really long dramatic story short, he broke up with me. AGAIN. I don't fucking get it! He says there isn't another girl but I fucking beg to differ. I am absoloutly fucking livid. He didn't even give me a reason! He just said "I don't want to be in a relationship.". But he was the one that decided he wanted to be in the first place! I was totally happy just being friends! But no! He had to fuck me around and pretend that he loved me and wanted to be with me. For christ sakes we were talking about marrage and kids! (Not together but the future) He is going to the military this year and told me that I was the only one he was going to write while he was gone! I am so fucking pissed. I want my fucking life back! I am sick of fucking feeling bad for myself and for him because some stupid fucker doesn't want me. I deleted his number and decided that this isn't worth my time. I saw him at work the other day and he said that he would text me as soon as his phone turned back on(the battery was dead) and he STILL hasn't texted back. I don't know what else I can do to make him see that he isn't going to do any better then me and that we are ment to be together. I don't want to be together anymore! I did! For the longest time after he broke up with me. But I don't anymore, because it will always be this way! It's never going to change and i am sick of getting hurt.
